I was acting like...an idiot and...I just lost one of my best friends...I'm crying right now and I don't know what to do. I don't want pitty I don't want anyone to comfurt me, I just want my friend back....but right now I feel like he hates me. What did I do to make him mad at me? what did I do to make him think I was using him and insulting him? I don't know...i'm so sorry if he's reading this right now, He might have blocked me, or ignoring me but if he's reading this he know's who he is and I'm sorry...I just couldn't deal with us fighting again...I couldn't because he was like a brother to me, a brother I never had...I felt like I lost a brother and a friend. I might not be talking to anyone for a while...I just need to be alone.